You know those people who just excel at living?
The sort who, even if they're just sitting around watching movies (like I did today. A really appalling number of movies.) manage to make a day out of it, you know? I know a couple of those people.
(Did you know that once upon a time two guys stole a car, but returned it when they realized it belonged to Mr. Rogers? Have I already told you that?)
Anyways, I want to be one of those people. A girl you look at and think, "she has a talent for life." My ideas on how to be like that are rather vague. My first idea is that, to be that sort of person, I must be kind. If I'm not compassionate I won't do anything worthwhile. Does that make sense?
Also, I need to be brave. Carpe diem, yeah? Not afraid to make friends, or help someone, or do whatever. I tend to hide. In fact, I am almost never brave. Taking risks. Not scary risks - but things like going to a girls' night out with people I don't know risk (which, frankly, terrifies me).
It's sort of "duh!" but I think I need to be more positive, too. Or, at least, not let myself indulge in depression. I don't have fun when I'm depressed. I really can't think why I do it.
Anyways, I want to be one of those people. Good at life, you know.
Good night.
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